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Dear Hermit,

Writing this just to maybe temper just a bit of your concerns regarding the lights and bulbs. The electrical currents flowing through our bodies (which is how we can work with touch pads on phones etc..) and our energy fields, can get activated/agitated/amplified when we are in fear or anger, and sometimes that can have effects on the devices around us that use or are affected by electricity. Think of it like a power surge…. Phones, computers, watches, microwaves etc. can get fried, power down, (as you mentioned in the case of bulbs) explode….. but I think that these things are just indicators- symptoms of your stress level at that moment. You might think of those moments as a time to (as Amanda said) journal, reflect, ground yourself, and lean into what you’re feeling, (what were you feeling at the moment that bulb blew?) while maybe not touching those devices for a bit., and if you feel en excess of energy that needs release… maybe dance ecstatically, or walk/run through nature.. What you’re experiencing is a natural part of the energetic unearthing —-> shedding process, and just think of all the wonderful things you could, with intention, harness that energy to do when you are ready! And also- you are in community on your journey which is beautiful. Sending you support, and love.

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Sending you lots of love, Sacred Hermit! You got this! ❤️

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Thank you Amanda and thank you for the comments everyone!! This response found me at precisely the right time ❤️😭🥺

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❤️standing by you, brave hermit❤️ thank you.

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Sacred Hermit, I hope you find a light source that won't go out on you in the darkness. I'm reminded of the hobbits Frodo and Sam trying to find their way out of Shelob's lair with the vial of starlight given to them by the oracle Galadriel.

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Wow Amanda- your response was soo beautiful and touched me so deeply. It resonated with me on many levels- as a witch, as a recent cancer survivor, as an alcoholic trying to get sober. Cancer was my initiation into the unknown. It was my great undoing that has allowed me to take the journey into true knowing, into the deep sacred parts of myself, of LIFE, that i was too scared to face before. And the alcohol is the old me, the old patterns and coping mechanisms and way to avoid the uncomfortable feelings. The FEAR. I just ate up all your words and I just want to thank you for writing such a wise, thoughtful response. You have helped others beyond Sacred Hermit! Thank you!

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Thank you Sacred Hermit for sharing and Amanda for offering wisdom. When I see or feel signs and feel uncertain, I just say “hello.” Offering an acknowledgement of the moment, myself as part of it and that one day I will understand in a more confident place. Lights often go off and on when I’m at work and honestly it scares my coworkers more than me 😉

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This was such a beautiful piece of writing

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Thank you for sharing this Sacred Hermit. I have had similar experiences. What helps me is to double up on things that make me feel safe, cozy, funny, sweet, and magically supported. May your light shine in the dark tunnel. Loads of Love 💕

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Big love to you hermit friend, wishing you a lot of healing and grounding! Thank you Amanda for a really wonderful Q&A ❤️❤️❤️

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What a challenging place to be in. I often feel so scared and alone when I feel out of control. Most stressful is that I feel scared of myself. I love what Amanda said about sitting through the experience and feeling more confident on the other side of that feeling. I’ve worked on this practice myself and continue to do so and over time it has allowed me to feel safe and steady even when I’m feeling and experiencing things that are challenging or scary. And knowing I’m capable of that makes me feel that much more powerful each time I practice it. Sending love, warmth, and strength to you. I hope you access it when you need it 💕

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